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The Ramblings on the Crests
Peeled from the flotsam on the Shore,
the ambergris of Glossolalia

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[lapland anonym-map from spring 1998]

Further back and Ozzer. . .

. . . and i asked myselves, "did he leave the card or take it?" there wouldn't be any point in asking, i'd havta come up with the answers, as usual. the cowardly lion stayed in the house longer than i or the scarecrow.

in fact, the scarecrow followed me around like a lapdog all night; he musta been feeling uncomfortable, but most prolly just high.

there was an uncomfortable vibe bouncin' off my shinies, too. "celestial influence," no doubt, and the grrl was nowhere to be seen. perhaps we all feared she'd been put under a nefarious spell by some wicked witch, or even worse, a boasting bitch like brian. only time will tell that tale.

for all we know, it was us.

970711:
an infintesimal particle a mirror of the microcosm a microencapsulation of the macrocosm a fluke a purposely designed artifact a virtual reality character a cartoon a horror strory a love story a war story

	mapping the holography of "self" Quantam Permaculture: multiple uses within the garden universal design archetypical subatomic and galactic feng shui permaculture: the art and science of creating and or fostering [multiple uses] within microsystems (soil, plant and animal species) utilizing the latest discoveries in sciences (such as sustainable agriculture) as well as incorporating
ancient "sciences" and traditions such as feng shui, in order to achieve a more effecient yeild which is beneficial to the microsystem as well as beneficial to the biosphere at large. the garden universe, and every particle contained therin appears to faccilitate multiple uses for multiple sentient users, for purposes as yet unknown, as well as	those of recreation,	research, and exploration and hyperdimensional existence in general. for instance: one species, one individual, interacts with a biosphere; regulating gasses, consuming other species, transferring information both intra and extra-generationally. each individual being within a species may well be thought of as a species in and of itself, each particle and the space therein represents a potential vector for future evolution
	and novelty of expression. this appearent diversity may or may not be looked at as a competitive race. perhaps each individual component is an invaluable/meaningless part to the entire fabric of conscious awareness within any particular biosphere or dimension.
one being or particle of existence (terrestial and or extraterrestial) may possibly serve as any or all of the following; simultaneously or over the span of infinite eternities or both or neither, in parallel dimensions, as matter or anti matter or both or neither including the interaction of infinite possibility and	probability remote sensor lab specimen	observation platform under complete or partial aoutonomous control completely controlled by some "other" a circuit or interface for astro/quantam observation designed for others amusement inadvertant amusement for others destroyer servitor or puppet student patient teacher
caseworker scapegoat	quotient evolutionary launching platform archetypical blueprint something ones ever thought of yet and or never will random static a fractal equation a mathamatical possibility a mathamatical impossibility a miracle the result of magik experimental labratory	redeemer 100th monkey
a porno film a terrible movie a good movie a work of art a meaningless experiement a succsessful experiement a futile struggle a triumphant conquering a bubble in an endless sea the wo/man behind the curtain all species simultaneously isolated from all sentience a part of paradise a part of hell a mistake prop temporary prop full time actor part time actor business transaction some form of waste material fertilizer for life to come seed for collective consicousness seed for collective unconscious evolutionary link breeding ground for genetics and memetics	passive observer terrestial or extraterrestial drug user and or vr tripper from the future from the past existing in the future past and present simultaneously both locally and non locally or only non locally or only locally and or neither or both none or all simultaneously conscious creator conscious co creator semi conscious creator semi conscious co creator a living being a lucky or unlucky accident a perfectly programmed and sychronized android shadows of real events dreams of "real" people or animals fading dream images or servitors who appear to sometimes take on a life of their own, the spirits of the living in a nether existnece the dreams of our ancestors the fantasys of others in a larger fantasy that we can't remember all the parts of for a reason for a no reason for	a reason sometimes and for no reason othertimes a coincidence a conspiracy a problem a solution a challenge a failure a life a death byproduct of a technological process byproduct of a biological process final product in the food chain unconscious creator unconscious co creator master slave writer producer audience voyeour sex tool instrument video game machine video game character soap opera rpg character and or rpg player dream image and or dreamerand or transpersonal hyper dimensional childs toy recreational device computer generated image a farm animal a pet top of the food chain survivor extinct all simultaneously one increment at a time in punctuated equilibria sometimes non existent sometimes in existence obvious
n enigma a blueprint a paradox part of a heirarchical order part of a non heirarchical order all of a heirarchical order all of a non heirarchical order an active particpant an unwilling participant an extra a star all and or any combination of the above plus or minus those and or infinite other possibilities. all		or none many, some or few possibly and or impossibly, probably and or improbably, existing and non existing simultaneously one increment at a time puctuated with awareness and non awareness for ourselves and everything else a which of course amounts to nothing and everything without time and throughtout temporal existence unmanifest phenomenal and or noumenal