Scott D. Coldiron
Scott D. Coldiron (crksboye23@aol.com) is 26 and says his literary
influences include Peter Lamborn Wilson, W. Somerset Maugham, J.D.
Salinger, Hakim Bey, Kathy Acker and Cormac McCarthy. This is his
first publication, I understand.
listless
What of
The riot of guns in my head
The beer in my hand
The smoke in my lungs
The 2nd 3rd 4th-hand rig
In my vein
The girl in my arms
On my couch
In my face
The friends I thought I had
Nowhere near
Licking their own wounds
Under some forgotten tree
The thoughts I kant write
The job I dont want
The krimes Ill kommit
The words that pretend
That will not prevail
Sooth my sickness
Or pay my rent
What of this?
I am listless...
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"how can We The Dispossesed act?"
---'Algeria', Kathy Acker
If we oppose
We fail to uplift.
If we revolt
We fail to endure.
The madness of art lies
Nowhere if not
Within the konfines
Of the time that is
Not our own, and yet
We still breathe
An act executed
With thoughtless
Faultless determination,
We are the masters
Of no slaves
Kultivators of the
Fields of death
We are innocent of all krimes
Free to be nowhere, just as
The madness of art lies nowhere,
We are nowhere.
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i have ceased to assign daring occultish
meanings to the caterwaul of the trains
whistle heard usually in night skydistance,
because every town has one and if i obeyed
every hazy command of their trains i should
never rest eat or sleep a dreamless night,
and she tells me i am a witless scamp for
assigning daring occultish meanings to occurrences
as common as a train slowly rushing by in its
romantic iron escape, how unlike woman she is
in this admontion, how anti-revolutionary,
how common, how right she might be if i
truly believed these signs but to me it is
tv, tv without obscene drunken newsanchors or
ads for hideous consumptive death at the
hands of overzealous toothpaste, tv without
the kennedys or kennedy or skippy or starwars,
tv without the m, tv without the t or the v, these
latenight hazy assignations are my source
of entertainment and self-denial, my acknow-
ledgment of the latent communicative abilities of
manwrought earth in its steely oily smokefilled
imperfection, the trains whistle telling me to rush
into headless night and chase down the irretrievable
ideal of escape and set myself on fire in the wind
of hot human hope, and when i look up she tells
me i am a witless scamp for not obeying the daring
occultish meanings i have assigned to the trains whistle
in night skydistance, how unlike woman she is, how
anti-revolutionary, how common...
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