When you are ready to know, you will know. Make yourself ready. The truth seeks you with the same enthusiasm with which you seek it. Set aside your personal worries and your own imbalances for the moment. They will still be there when your client walks out the door. Look in the mirror. You are still perfect as you are.
When you seek for the sake of others, you will find. Forget that you are selfish, lonely, and cut off from your true nature, just for a few minutes. Ask the One to assist you in helping others. If you think you can do it alone, your ego is having fun at your heart's expense. Banish your ego from your office. It can spend the day at home, awaiting your return. Give it something else to do. It likes to be busy.
When you seek deeply within TCM, you will inevitably find the Tao. When you forget all about yourself, you meet the One. The One speaks to you in any language you are willing to hear: the language of the heart, the language of scent, the language of your fingers touching the pulse. The pulse speaks in the voice of the One if you can hear it. All can be known in an instant, but not if you are trying too hard. Allow, allow, open and surrender. The One speaks to us all, but quietly. Your heart is as good and perfect as anyone's. Listen. Truth is speaking to you. You too are an aspect of the Divine.