Miss Lady J is a woman about town and a bon vivant, soon to embark on
her career as an advice columnist. She is the Tall Blonde Queen of
Vodka and a graduate of the Wendy Ward School of Modeling. She loves
leopard print and wants to be a mermaid when she grows up.
Lithium
they stuff drugs up your ass
so you’ll be a good girl
why not shove them up the ass of the world
Instead of you, me, all of our asses
Maybe they ram them down your throat to keep you from puking
regurgitating all of the lies
that were a regular part of your diet for nineteen years
that's a long time to be eating shit
and how you on your own tried to be rid of it
but the walls of the hospital reek of it
it’s hard to escape
I remember the drugs they never gave me
I was forced to watch others ingest them
I played their games so well
it made them wonder
what I was doing there
I clogged their toilets with my own shit
the very shit they fed me
the very shit they are feeding you now
it’s the same machine
and I can’t save you from it
Just Like Lilith
I won't cry out for him to touch me.
I won't scream, I won't yell.
This won't kill me
Cuz I got that Amazon blood in me that flows hot
through by body.
I am a direct descendant of Lilith
the wildest woman of em all
the one who wouldn't lie beneath Adam
G-d made her leave the Garden of Eden
she went willingly and said
"Fuck you Adam. I am not your bitch!
We are made of the self same earth the same mud
I'll be dammed before I lie beneath you."
And so she was
Adam, scared like all men are of the wild woman
the girl you wouldn't want your mamma to meet
whined and moaned like any weak man does
and had Lilith, my mother, sister and aunt
kicked out of the Garden of Eden.
And the Whore of Babylon was probably a woman quite
like my self who told the Rabbi to go shove it up his
ass
that her prayer to the Shechina was just as important
as his
Or Jezebel who said no
and meant it
Or Queen Vashti who refused to dance naked for her
king's entertainment
All of those women who stood up for themselves because
they had that hot Amazon blood coursing through their
veins just like me.
The screamers and the yellers
The mothers and the daughters
The women of the Warsaw Ghetto Uprising
My sisters who share my hot blood
the women who are stronger, the women who wield power
religion or history sometimes both try to turn them
into demons
draw them as the ultimate evil to teach all the good
little girls the lesson of Lilith
"If you don't obey and lie under us, you'll
be a childless cold witch. You'd better toe the line
sweetheart"
Which is something I never did.
so I won't cry out for him to touch me
this won't kill me
Cuz I've got the hot blood of Lilith, Jezebel, Queen
Vashti, and the Whore of Babylon in my veins.
I will leave the Garden of Earthly Delights
and just like Lilith, I'll say goodbye to the snake